Just a note before you read this post that it should of been posted yesterday but due to an error ( all will become apparant as you read the next post) it somehow got lost. I have found it and reposted it but obviously it is out of synch. Sorry.
I know its late but better late than never! Managed the school trip today without any major anxiety. Only had a little bit on the minibus on the journey to the event and fleeting moments whilst we were there. On the whole i'm pretty impressed with how I coped today. I just need to keep this mindset. If only I could bottle it! Been for a drink tonight with Hubby and stepson, well I had 2 cappuccinos actually which was probably not the smartest move before bed. I'll either be up full life due to the caffiene or weeing for England! Don't think I help myself on the sleep front. We aren't supposed to be going to the pub but Hubby wanted to take Stepson out for a treat. He hasn't had any beers at home all week as he is trying really hard to save the money, bless him.I know this is a huge sacrifice as he really enjoys a beer to unwind after a hard day at work. Well its either that or the prospect of spending the evening with me! Either way he's been prepared to give it up. That and the gym membership both in one week. Think i've had a breakthrough with all my nagging!
Tea tonight - Spaghetti bolognese as it was fast because we were going out. Beef I already had in the freezer, peppers mushrooms and onions for me that were in  the fridge and store cupboard ingredients. Cheap fast meal. Think it will probably be pasta again tomorrow as i've got a tub of philadelphia with sweet chilli to use up and bacon for the carnivores so i'm thinking of russling something up with that. Hubby loves living in our cottage but I dream of a smallholding somewhere where I could grow all my own veg and fruit to feed us and also have some chickens. Tonight though he even showed an interest in that. Obviously it would have to happen without increasing the mortgage as i'm not prepared to work any longer to pay for it. I'll just keep dreaming for the time being - you never know. ;)
Take care everyone and thanks for reading.