Evening friends,
Firstly an apology for not blogging yesterday (not a very good start I know!) In my defence I had to go to bed early evening with an awful migraine. So tonights blog may be brief too as I struggle to look at the screen without it hurting.
Well then what have I been up to apart from sleeping this weekend? Yesterday I didn't venture very far at all. Just a quick trip to the farm shop to pick up veg for the week as it isn't open on Sundays. Bought lots of lovely in season veg that i'm looking forward to making into delicious meals for my family this week. I don't tend to choose the menu for the week it seems to choose me by the vegetables and meat available. I made a loaf and a chocolate cake yesterday as hubby was off walking today and needed a packed lunch. Had hoped that there would be enough bread left for packed lunches tomorrow but it was very popular! So today I have baked another loaf and just made sandwiches up for tomorrow with it before it goes missing again!!! I also have been to the abbatoir this afternoon to get a stock of meat for the freezer for the carnivores in the household. I'm a vegetarian so it isn't a very pleasant trip but even though I don't eat it myself I like to know where it has come from and that it is local and best quality. It is actually considerably less expensive than buying from the supermarket anyway. I came home and divided it up into bags in the right size portions for the meals I will cook so that will make life easier - if I remember to take it out of the freezer to defrost in time that is!
And now my weekend with "Bill"....... Yesterday as I mentioned earlier I hardly went out so I was quite chilled and my agoraphobia didn't cause me any problems. Today I went out for lunch with my mum and brother and again because they are people I trust I didn't have any problems. Started to feel my anxiety levels rising tonight though and I know its because I have to go to work tomorrow after having a week off. Its always hard for me after a holiday. I also know that there are a couple of things happening at work in the next few weeks that will cause me extreme anxiety. I am trying to get my head around it all before then so fingers crossed. Right thats me done for today.
Take care
Jules x